I’ve noticed that the Universe consistently validates my femininity, and (it feels like) little else right now. Best to run with what’s going well… Update 13 November 2017 What this is about: The femininity expressed up to the point of my public transition was instinctive. Now I am learning the strategic and the tactical expressions, […]
Yesterday I received a firm reminder of why I write this blog, and why I write the songs I do: The message came from Drew Arriola-Sands, the fabulous singer of Trap Girl. But that is beside the point. The important thing is how she referred to me in the birthday greeting. “Smelly Cunt” is a […]
In fourth grade a nun gave me a rosary. I wore it under my school uniform to feel feminine. Was told off for doing so.
The femininity expressed in my spiritual life expands daily. My attraction to men grows by the hour. Perhaps these events are correlated. I’ve figured out that I too would sleep with Jesus. I do not say this to mock God—quite the contrary: This realization is the only way I can comprehend a completely masculine God. […]
‘In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. – Acts 2:17 NIV So I don’t believe these are the “last days” as the above verse implies. But I do believe […]
Lyrics Growing a new philosophy is it grand design, or subtle folly? The serpent was anything but… …but this was an engineered forest, its fruit a postmodern delight Recording Experiments by Axis Evil Explanation Wrote this sometime in the late 1990’s while working through my gender dysphoria (and identity and bipolar disorder in general) as […]
Lyrics I’m a terrorist and a provocateur A pipe bomb to your image of God To your image of state To your image of man ‘Cause it’s all about men isn’t it? I walk in heels because I damn well please Carry revolution in my poise A moving target… …I carry transition in my poise […]
Revolution is an ongoing commitment, not a one-time thing. I’m a part of the patriarchy I so much want to destroy. The legitimization of transgender is going to rip society apart. Bring it on! More accurately, it will rip out the remainder of the modern world. But these are post-modern times. A few days after […]