To prepare for gender affirmation surgery, I’m having hair removed from my testes and penile shaft through electrolysis. To manage pain, I numb the area prior to each session using tetracaine. I like having a numb penis. Then I can’t feel a part of my body that I don’t particularly want, don’t feel particularly attached […]
Found this on Advocate.com today.
Lost in the ongoing ecclesiastical debate about whether transgender identities hold validity in the eyes of God  are interactions between (cisgender) Christian thinkers and transgender individuals themselves, particularly those of faith. Many faith-leaders and Christian scholars intellectualize us into sub-humanity: Their idea is that God made humans male and female strictly in God’s own […]
Not paranoid, just a student of history. Even CNN and President Obama are concerned about the development of authoritarianism in this country . That is saying something. I don’t just live in an RV to save money or live portably. (Both good things in my ethos). I live in an RV primarily so I can […]
Many laid-off employees trash their former employer. But my decade at Thermo Fisher stands as one of the richest experiences of my life, despite significant challenges along the way. So I want to remind current Thermo Fisher employees and leadership what they can take pride in: Exceptional Handling of my On-the-Job Gender Change I joined […]
I received the following response from a troll regarding music  I released recently: The music is “distorted” and dissonant—and would sound “out of tune” to many who lack musical sophistication. That is intentional. A compositional choice. And the dissonance intentionally speaks to the experience of feeling “out of tune” as a transgender person. So […]
I performed two resistance songs at Transgress Fest 2017 this last weekend (“Stand” and “Smelly Cunt“):
I referred to this song in my recent post “a smelly cunt and a mission from God“, so provide the lyrics here. The piece comes from my debut album “City of God“. The post “this is transgender music” offers a detailed explanation of the lyrics. Recording City of God by Axis Evil Lyrics I’ve never […]
I wrote this song immediately after North Carolina passed its infamous “bathroom bill”. From my debut album “City of God“: Recording City of God by Axis Evil Lyrics Stand up you little chickenshit when your chosen name is resistance your choice to live is resistance It’s a simple matter really Revolution in and beyond the […]
This probably won’t mean much to readers, but to me it carries tremendous importance: I’ve finally reached a point where my wardrobe contains enough dresses that I don’t have to wear anything else.